about rain, pain, and friend

what's with the rain?

what I miss about the rain is the lighting. I love the sounds of the lighting. Nature's sounds fascinate me. The rain drops, the lighting, the frogs, and the wind. Hearing them calms me down. Seeing the clouds dazzled me. The sounds came for a while. The lighting doesn't come anytime when it is rain, it came in some times. I have a very few times, in a second, just to hear them, and mesmerized, and then it's gone. While the clouds doesn't have the same shape everyday. I'm lucky for seeing them everyday.

what's with the pain?

The pain is to miss you. To miss you and yet being far away from you. I wonder how does my heart looks like deep inside. Perhaps it's messy. With you everywhere. Hey, dont get surprised. Mine is a longing heart. You'll find your self here everyday. This pain taught me to realize that every pretty moment we had could be disappear in a second, like the clouds and the lightning. Sometimes the lightning came, like you, who came sometimes. I have a very few times, in a second, just to hear the lightning, mesmerized, and then it's gone. And so I was, I have a very few times, in a minutes or an hour, just to meet you, mesmerized, and then you're gone. But I cant see you like I see the clouds, yet. It doesnt have the same shape everyday. Like you who doesnt have the same moment everyday, the same laugh, the same smile, the same giggles, and yet everything. Hopefully I can see your shape someday, for everyday for the rest of my life.

what's with the friend?

the friend is everything. Mine is a cup of coffee, some books, and a real human one :)