Sunday 5 February 2012

Jazz, Parfum, dan Insiden

I've got this book from my uncle hartantok's book shelf. It's Seno gumira's. I've been looking for it for a years. Malah ketemu di rak buku om tok.. :D

Seno nggak terlalu banyak pake kalimat yang berbunga-bunga. Which is very annoying to me. Dia banyak pake ungkapan sederhana yang maknanya ngena. Sama kayak Pramoedya. Kalimatnya sederhana, nggak 'berbunga-bunga' dan artinya gampang dipahami. Meski pun genrenya termasuk sastra. I'll type my favourite paragraph..

"Wanita, perempuan, betina - ketiga istilah ini sebenarnya menyatu dalam satu mahluk : Ia bisa mengasihi seperti seorang ibu, mesra bagaikan kekasih impian, dan begitu jalang ibarat pelacur yang paling menantang"

"Wanita biasa. Lama-lama aku menyadari juga, setiap wanita adalah wanita - tidak bisa lain bukan?"

"Aku sudah mengatakan dirinya indah, tapi jawabannya semacam itu. Kukira, tidak semua hal harus dikatakan bukan? Aku juga haru pandai menerima nasib"

"Barangkali kita hidup hanya untuk memburu makna hari. Meyakinkan diri bahwa semua ini barangkali saja tidak terlalu sia-sia"

"Apa yang disebut cinta itu punya begitu banyak bentuk, yang kadangkala cukup merepotkan, dan seringkali tidak proporsional. AKu ingin menyelesaikan urusanku dengan semua itu. AKu ingin tutup buku"

"Kita sering dengan mudah memahami masalah di dalam kepala, namun siapa yang bisa dengan begitu mudah meraba gerak-gerik perasaan di dalam dada? Terlalu sering, begitu sering, aku berkata kepada diriku sendiri, "Kenapa perasaan harus terasa di dada, kenapa tidak terasa di dengkul saja?""

"Sampai sekarang aku masih tidak habis pikir dengan kemampuan manusia menerjemahkan dirinya. Robert Johnson menyanyi hanya diiringi gitar. Namun betapa bisa bertenaganya sebuah lagu. Ia menggerakkan sukma"

"Hidup memang memabukkan. Tapi barangkali mabuk itu perlu, ketidaksasadaran kadang-kadang juga penting. Aku tidak bisa membayangkan,apa jadinya kalau kita terus-menerus hidup dengan kesadaran bahwa kehidupan ini cuma sementara, kebahagiaan hanya sekejap, dan dunia ini adalah setumpuk taik kucing"

Sewaktu baca ini, gw bener-bener seperti baca isi pikiran Seno tentang perempuan-perempuan yg ketemu sama dia. Cool. :)

Friday 3 February 2012

monster dish :)

this monster dish is calling him self as handsome bf. well, i prefer to call him 'mosnter dish'. Why? he could eat 4 dish on a plate in one eating session. Go figure. He has a great tummy down there, fufufufufu...

I always try to make some paragraphs to describe him, and yet it always failed. Perhaps it's too many thing I'll write. Monster dish loves playstation. I'll beat him someday, on the game, or on the bed, what's the different? *evil laugh*
But monster dish can't play bekel, i think it's the only game i could beat him up. A friend said that Monster dish can't differ which one is purple and which one is magenta. While I can't differ which one is right and which one is left. Monster dish loves The police like I do. That's a thing we had in common.

It's depressing when monster dish is not around. There's so many thing I wanna share. So many thing I wanna do, on him. How do we look when we together one day? How do I look when I see your face? How do you look when you my face?

Monster, i finally believe of what you said, that we'll never know what's on people's mind no matter how close we were to them. I never know what's on your mind. What's on your mind when I'm not around? what's on your mind when you looking at your screen and you replying my text? I had a lot of question, and yet I keep it my self till I forget it as time goes by..

I do believe 'nothing worth having comes easy' as a friend tweets last day. It's never be easy to face the fact that i cant be with you everyday, monster. But being with you is the happiest time of my day. This words may sounds chessy. But believe me, this is what's on my mind when I think of you.

How do you spend your day, monster? ;))

A day of work, a couple minutes to eat, a couple minutes again to smoke?

I'll touch your waist anytime I want if you're around, and if you let me. I'll touch your waist, while I look up and see you in your eyes, and letting you see my silly face staring at you in my happy silly face.

I'll do so many silly thing to you. Well, I'm silly when I'm too happy to be with you.

Monster, i wish you have a happy life. Now and then. And I hope I can see it someday..and I hope we'll still be together that day... ;)) *giggle like there's no tomorrow*