End of the month

It's gonna be july soon. I dont know whether shall I happy or sad. Been almost two month had these trash inside my head. How could a thought could destroy my mood?

I think of them often. Them is those who were my closest people. I think of the moment that got away. And nothing can bring it back. How bad is it to remember things and regret things at the same time?

I remember the time when we were so silly joking each other. Talking about the future like we had a clue (it's katy perry's song btw :D ). The time when you oftenly type a silly emoticon when we chat. The time when you joke me with a kind of vulgar joke ever. The time when you say ' I'm here, pumpkin' as you really mean it. The time when me and my bestfriend hanging out and playing a silly games we called 'abc labyrinth'. The time when we gone crazy for some old places. And the list still go on...

I forgot that time flies. Time flies and bring the moment away. I might have the person back, but can I have the moment again too? Many things happen, bad and good thing. When the good thing happen, I shall gratitude. And realize that good thing might not happen twice...

I wish I could just go back to 2009 when we first met. I missed our mail. I wish I could go back to 2007 when I firstly step my feet to campus. I wish I could, but I couldnt. It's a moment that got away...

posted from Bloggeroid

3:39 am

Pernah denger "curiosity kills the cat"? Menurut gue itu salah. Harusnya "curiosity kills those who posses it"

Temen gue bilang, "kamu mikir itu karena mampu berdialektika. bukan perkara butuh atau tidak"

Tega ya?

I dont need this dialectics method. Lama-lama capek juga loh mikirin hal yang nggak perlu. Udah berusaha buat ngalihin pikiran. Tapi selalu datang lagi-datang lagi. Ini sejenis kutukan mungkin.

I question a lot. And mostly I have no answer at all. Perhaps, it's what make me sick