silly and no idea why

been experienced a silly conversation on twitter..


@MrsBonasera : how to spell 'bvlgari'?
@severussss : it's just bvlgari
@MrsBonasera : okay...bvlgari

@MrsBonasera <-- gak lulus-lulus RT: @JakaAdy: <-- ga lulus kelas ilustrasi 3x RT @kangatot: <-- ga lulus cost accounting 4x

new family member

bought them from gramedia 25% discount. Tadinya bingung mau beli Antologi Rasanya ika natassa sekalian apa nggak. Langsung gue tarok lagi tu buku di rak, it's a metropop btw. Ntar yg ada malah ngayal mulu gak ada juntrungannya. That's why I pick these. The hunger games yg filmnya emang bagus, sama the gates, yg reviewnya bilang sekocak bartimaeus trilogy. Sayang gue gak pake BCA, padahal kalo pake bisa dapet tambahan diskon jadi 35% tuh.. :D

Welcome to the family you two!

morning itches

“Because,' she said, 'when you're scared but you still do it anyway, that's brave.”
― Neil Gaiman, Coraline

“Usually we walk around constantly believing ourselves. "I'm okay" we say. "I'm alright". But sometimes the truth arrives on you and you can't get it off. That's when you realize that sometimes it isn't even an answer--it's a question. Even now, I wonder how much of my life is convinced.”
― Markus Zusak, The Book Thief

“So much good, so much evil. Just add water.”
― Markus Zusak, The Book Thief

“But how can you walk away from something and still come back to it?”
― Neil Gaiman, Coraline

“It won't hurt, said her other father. Coraline knew that when grown-ups told you something wouldn't hurt it almost always did. She shook her head.”
― Neil Gaiman, Coraline


I can't say that I'm brave. I'm tired. And there's no other way to come back. I want my 17 life again. Being grown up is tiring.

smile

above : my finest wide smile photograph. looks happy. now i cant even smile that wide

above : wont tell you with ki-ka style. I had a long term right left confusion. it's my friend. she's the one who likes to smile wide

above : parents. looks very happy. this is why i love take a candid

random browsing

I'd love to browse thing randomly. few days ago I browsed 'reading corner' and found even more a very good looking reading corner design and tree house view. cool.

above : tiny house, looks cozy. living alone in that kind of house won't make me lonely perhaps. :D

above : this is how I wanna build my reading corner. sadly my books isn't that much.

above : a very nice looking kitchen, but it's too wide for me (i'm a small person.. :D )

long and winding road

"and all the road that lead us there are winding"

let's have a walk, pumpkin.. :)

when you're turning 30

this is an absolutely a good week for me. well, especially for you :D

"60 seconds is a minute. 60 minutes is an hour. Time is everything"

I got that from Hugo Cabret. A very nice quote. Remind me of us. You're turning 30, and by the next 5 year, you'll turning 35. How many times we've spend together? The fact that one of us could gone anytime was scared me. Time is everything. Don't you think it's cruel how time flies away and leave us wondering while look back and thinking, "What have I done?" "What have we done?"

I've should known you a long time ago. So I could spend time with you, longer. Do you hear me? Harusnya aku kenal kamu dari dulu, bukan 4 tahun lalu. Supaya punya waktu lebih banyak sama kamu. :D

about rain, pain, and friend

what's with the rain?

what I miss about the rain is the lighting. I love the sounds of the lighting. Nature's sounds fascinate me. The rain drops, the lighting, the frogs, and the wind. Hearing them calms me down. Seeing the clouds dazzled me. The sounds came for a while. The lighting doesn't come anytime when it is rain, it came in some times. I have a very few times, in a second, just to hear them, and mesmerized, and then it's gone. While the clouds doesn't have the same shape everyday. I'm lucky for seeing them everyday.

what's with the pain?

The pain is to miss you. To miss you and yet being far away from you. I wonder how does my heart looks like deep inside. Perhaps it's messy. With you everywhere. Hey, dont get surprised. Mine is a longing heart. You'll find your self here everyday. This pain taught me to realize that every pretty moment we had could be disappear in a second, like the clouds and the lightning. Sometimes the lightning came, like you, who came sometimes. I have a very few times, in a second, just to hear the lightning, mesmerized, and then it's gone. And so I was, I have a very few times, in a minutes or an hour, just to meet you, mesmerized, and then you're gone. But I cant see you like I see the clouds, yet. It doesnt have the same shape everyday. Like you who doesnt have the same moment everyday, the same laugh, the same smile, the same giggles, and yet everything. Hopefully I can see your shape someday, for everyday for the rest of my life.

what's with the friend?

the friend is everything. Mine is a cup of coffee, some books, and a real human one :)